My death and dying professor coached us how to view auras today. He stood up and drew a spiral on the the chalk board. He said in his utmost deep voice, "stare at the center of spiral and focus as hard as you can while lifting up your hands to the side of your head to where you can barley see your palms in your peripheral vision." While I did I started feeling incredibly sleepy, my eyes were burning and i kept losing focus. While everyone else was seeing the spiral move and twist, and all i got was a burry figure of chalk. He pulled down the white screen behind him and said "Lets see if you can see my aura!" he stood in front of the screen and he instructed that we stare the same way above his head. I could barley focus and I was falling asleep .... I would see a light white and yellow glow around him and then I would lose focus. Everyone said they could see red, purple, green, black, blue and white as swirling around in some chaotic kaleidoscope and all i saw was a tiny bit of fuzz. He suddenly ducked out of the screen and ran off and everyone gasped, I was a little bit confused; yes the fuzz stayed behind but that always happens. I thought thats not an aura! Thats what happens if you stare at a color for too long ... Oh i really hope thats not it. If it is then its no longer magical, Here is what I saw take your pen or maker whatever have you and draw a medium size circle and fill it in. now stare at the circle without blinking for about 10 seconds and look away to a neutral background like white.
you should see something like this:
if its a black circle you should see a white one
red - green
blue- orange
purple - yellow
This is not an aura but this is what I saw when I looked at my teacher, I'm going to do some research and if this is an aura I'm going to be pissed....
20/11 11:26
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Shopping 20111059
went shopping last night, and I kept wondering the same notion over and over again; if you have any kind of companion whatsoever, why on God's great earth would you they let you leave the house in your contemporary shape. I saw a mother with a son, the son looked like a portly standard human being, but the mother looked ghastly. Her eyebrows seemed to be drawn on by 5 year old with an orange sharpie, and I mean like decomposing putrid carrot orange. Her face had an air of sadness as her son helped her move along the cart with her. The woman's age was about 60 and her son around the age of 40. She had wiry fair sand brown hair with grey roots, and her skin was weathered. She walked so tired and I had a brooding idea : "Why doesn't her poor son help her with her appearance, why would he not take care of someone who for so long cared for him?"
20/11 10:59
20/11 10:59
Money 17112156
ts really quite lamentable I have been having affairs with my mac and there is this senseless tile game on it and it troubles me so much I have depleted my past hour and a half philandering with the forlorn diversion device..
In any case it is all too apparent that I need to find myself a job somewhere so I can make some amount of money to buy the things that I need.
I need a lot of things its rather sad to think about it.
I am so broke and it bothers me tho know that my friends pay for me a lot I want to be the friend with money, and what not. I want to be able to have some amount of money so I can buy the things that in my eyes will make me a better person, they aren't even that expensive. I'm just being foolish
Really really childish and ghoulish
Even so I don't mind
17/11 21:56
In any case it is all too apparent that I need to find myself a job somewhere so I can make some amount of money to buy the things that I need.
I need a lot of things its rather sad to think about it.
I am so broke and it bothers me tho know that my friends pay for me a lot I want to be the friend with money, and what not. I want to be able to have some amount of money so I can buy the things that in my eyes will make me a better person, they aren't even that expensive. I'm just being foolish
Really really childish and ghoulish
Even so I don't mind
17/11 21:56
CD's 17112018
Have you ever thought of the perfect music that just makes you want to scream out your insides? The perfect CD set a musical track that only makes sense if your spending an intimate experience with someone. The melodies are drastically changing and if your listening to it not thinking about or doing something intimate action it really isn't wonderful at all. It doesn't even have to be sex or anything like that, maybe just kissing, holding, or even a discussion; Whichever but it really is every kind of music you could could possibly want to make out with someone too. I'm talking about Of Montreal's Skeletal Lamping. This is what this CD was created for i decided, the cover depicts people dancing and hanging about naked, its not really sexual, its sorta like looking at one of those greek paintings of naked people with the cherubs and such. Anyways thats all I could think about today. So I was a little bummed when my life couldn't be as magical as I wanted it to be.
17/11 20:18
17/11 20:18
Jack In the Box 16112045
Well lets see,
I freaked out a little today...
Well More like I discovered a couple of things today and almost reinvented myself.
Almost though not quite, I went to go watch Zach and Miri make a porno, which was kinda a lot better than I expected. I was like ehh at first, and then like Oh jeasum Crow thats awesome. I have a tendency to fall in a mad infatuation with Seth Rogan every time I see one of his movies, which would in tail explain why I am constantly gravitating to that one person who reminds me of him but then again not really.
"We can do it soft - core if you want, but you should know I take it both ways" .... What the hell does that mean?! and I have noticed that the Of Montreal CD i recently acquired called "Skeletal Lamping" is much more sexual than the others then again the singer/lyrisist likes "The Story of the Eye" which is practically porno in book form, by the way this whole CD reminds me of George Bukowski.
Okay excuse that bit of a rant, anyways after the movie, I had a sudden and urgent need to use the restroom so I ran into Jack in the Box to discover a couple of things:
-An older scraggly looking man with glasses, who reminded me of one of those old pilots who are still in the military even though they should have retired (only happens in movies) anywoo he was about 70ish maybe homless I'm not sure but I knew if I wasn't in a hurry I would have much liked to talk to him.
-Two young girls in a booth far in the corner chuckled and chortled widely as I had entered and I was a bit confused like "Oh dear they messed up the toilets didn't they? I knew it couldn't have gone easy" Well they didn't and they were probably around the age of 13-15 maybe 16 but i don't think so. They had there Camera phone out and were taking pictures of some hilarity outside the window, it was probably something stupid, but who cares right?
"I want to turn you on, I want to make you cum 200 hundred times a day" - see what I mean?
-As I re emerge back from out of the restroom I see The two girls again sigh, and shake my head as they remain in their small insignificant world, One of them had rings on all her fingers with a boy haircut and a red plaid shirt, the other one was blond and looked older with a dark grey coat I think? I looked at them for about a half a second so thats all I really have on them, like I said I was in a hurry.
"I took her standing in the kitchen, ass against the sink " -like seriously about every song is like this but I love it still!
-I walk out of the door and the man in the dark green coat, the older one maybe a 'Nam vet I'm not sure though. He looked really interesting I wanted to just sit in the chair across from him and talk about lovely things that we could only understand. He had no where to go, but sadly I did
-I went outside into the parking lot where I almost walked into the drive through area because I was staring at the moon and lights reflecting off of the pavement.
"I want you to be my pleasure puss, I want to know how it feels to be inside you" -Hmmm yeah every song >..<
Anyways, As I reverted my path away from certain death, I noticed the man in his car ordering curly fries and I suddenly felt really depressed like "is this really how simple life has become?" It made me rather upset as I hoped and prayed that I would never become that simple, but according to my good Sir i try My hardest to be different as If I really strived to or something, I don't think I do I think it just happens...
16/11 20:45
I freaked out a little today...
Well More like I discovered a couple of things today and almost reinvented myself.
Almost though not quite, I went to go watch Zach and Miri make a porno, which was kinda a lot better than I expected. I was like ehh at first, and then like Oh jeasum Crow thats awesome. I have a tendency to fall in a mad infatuation with Seth Rogan every time I see one of his movies, which would in tail explain why I am constantly gravitating to that one person who reminds me of him but then again not really.
"We can do it soft - core if you want, but you should know I take it both ways" .... What the hell does that mean?! and I have noticed that the Of Montreal CD i recently acquired called "Skeletal Lamping" is much more sexual than the others then again the singer/lyrisist likes "The Story of the Eye" which is practically porno in book form, by the way this whole CD reminds me of George Bukowski.
Okay excuse that bit of a rant, anyways after the movie, I had a sudden and urgent need to use the restroom so I ran into Jack in the Box to discover a couple of things:
-An older scraggly looking man with glasses, who reminded me of one of those old pilots who are still in the military even though they should have retired (only happens in movies) anywoo he was about 70ish maybe homless I'm not sure but I knew if I wasn't in a hurry I would have much liked to talk to him.
-Two young girls in a booth far in the corner chuckled and chortled widely as I had entered and I was a bit confused like "Oh dear they messed up the toilets didn't they? I knew it couldn't have gone easy" Well they didn't and they were probably around the age of 13-15 maybe 16 but i don't think so. They had there Camera phone out and were taking pictures of some hilarity outside the window, it was probably something stupid, but who cares right?
"I want to turn you on, I want to make you cum 200 hundred times a day" - see what I mean?
-As I re emerge back from out of the restroom I see The two girls again sigh, and shake my head as they remain in their small insignificant world, One of them had rings on all her fingers with a boy haircut and a red plaid shirt, the other one was blond and looked older with a dark grey coat I think? I looked at them for about a half a second so thats all I really have on them, like I said I was in a hurry.
"I took her standing in the kitchen, ass against the sink " -like seriously about every song is like this but I love it still!
-I walk out of the door and the man in the dark green coat, the older one maybe a 'Nam vet I'm not sure though. He looked really interesting I wanted to just sit in the chair across from him and talk about lovely things that we could only understand. He had no where to go, but sadly I did
-I went outside into the parking lot where I almost walked into the drive through area because I was staring at the moon and lights reflecting off of the pavement.
"I want you to be my pleasure puss, I want to know how it feels to be inside you" -Hmmm yeah every song >..<
Anyways, As I reverted my path away from certain death, I noticed the man in his car ordering curly fries and I suddenly felt really depressed like "is this really how simple life has become?" It made me rather upset as I hoped and prayed that I would never become that simple, but according to my good Sir i try My hardest to be different as If I really strived to or something, I don't think I do I think it just happens...
16/11 20:45
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